am I my brothers

am i my brothers keeper

with the gun to his back
and the knife to my neck
getting ready to puncture my flesh

as I reflect the years we shared
nahh fuck that, that shits out the window
how could i possibly be his keeper

because we took an oath
but this motherfucker got a knife at my throat
wait this is a joke

i pictured if i were in his shoes
if this means anything i'd rather lose
sliced throat broken hearts
shot up body parts

am I my brothers keeper

whatever you say goes

mind wonders, noo mind wanders as I pounder
stumble upon my words as if I forgot how to speak
let me fix this pen before it really begins to leak
restless nights rewarded
cant recall when my mind was all sorted out
here I go again speaking out loud
wonder why she hasnt text me yet
maybe she over slept
my tolerance for this is something forgettable
as these songs in my playlist shuffle
mind seems to play copy cat!

8 days in a week

this is what goes in my life
half the time ill be trying to digest what happen last night
find myself in the middle of the day forgetting what day it is
next day ill be trying to plot on how to save the kids
or get half you deaf motherfuckers to hear or listen
that'll do me justice
speaking of justice I thought about that exactly 4 nights ago
and the day before how to save the poor
by Saturday I think Im slept in trying to catch up to dreams
shit I think I overslept that one day
Oh, Sunday never spent at church just days spent
staring at a wall or figuring out how to wife oh girl
I wonder if the world know its actually 8 days in a week
thats just this poem so to speak..

Royce da 5'9 ft Big Sean "My Own Planet"

Wale "Unthinkable freestyle"

dot dot dot

if you ask me im ready ironic i would say...
more less if he cant acknowledge what he has in front of him
then why on Gods green earth does he deserve
your love... he has been bestowed one of Gods angels
in my eyes i suppose
but i cant be stuck in this FRIEND ZONE
so forgive me if i come off harsh
cause at ends meet i want you to be happy
"get me"

Cee-Lo Green - Georgia | New Hip Hop Music & All The New Rap Songs 2010

Cee-Lo Green - Georgia | New Hip Hop Music & All The New Rap Songs 2010

Boy Burner "Blackberry" #joint for the summer

We often surprise ourselves by the strength we have within!

life makes me laugh...

there is always a silver lining, even if you have to dig through a hundred yards of fabric to find it..

I nod to a passing stranger, and the stranger nods back, and two human beings go off, feeling a little less anonymous.

~Robert Brault

VENTS & VICTORIES

"Nobody said life would be easy, they only promised it would be worth it"

In That Crowd (poem freestyle)

Life is a game we
all try to play it
IM FADED
The life we chose now you gotta
stay in it
Gunplay for what reason
I get it
Its the change of season
Aiming the pistol
At the crowd
SHIT my sister...

"In That Crowd"
-LONER

Soo Good

Chris Brown ft. Tyga& Kevin "Deuces"

As I grow Wiser

As I grow Wiser
these times will thin out
and where BULLSHIT ends life begins
i adapt
and as a matter of fact
we tend to forget those
who stood in battles with us
FUCK
I couldnt do it
I wont
DONT cry because as my mind expands
it demands more food as if it were a 48 month old baby
get me
leave a legacy is my only intentions
these fictional people
will fade
evaporate
cease to exist
like the love ones who left with out warning
left us to get scolded by pain
gain
this knowledge all that is to be soaked up
im only 20

As I grow Wiser

-LONER

Drake 9Am in Dallas

Rip Lil Bro "Benjamin Hamlin Jr."

What They know about Wale

Wale "luv yo girl"

Wale "Tim Westwood Freestyle"

Wale "Oh Lets Do it freestyle"

Wale "Bedrock Freestyle"

Fan Of A Fan

Listening to Fan of a Fan this shit is smooth as hell.. this is just one of those

"about nothing" blog...

thats coming soon btw month of June be ready...

Comment the blogs too!!

Big Sean "what u doing"

Had to Post

Wale "Family Affairs"

Twitter Beef

Drake "Over"

Wale "Pretty Girlz"

Wale "Diary"

DRAKE "Find Your Love"

Wale 48 Hours Pt3

Wale 48 Hours Pt2

Wale 48 Hours Pt1

Shed a Tear

To the point to where i cant even shed a tear
Man I miss you Lil Bro shit just aint the same
Why they have to take you so soon
Its nights like this where I can remember every memory but its not enough
I love you so much and just to see, hear, or feel your presence would do me justice
I promise.. But Devinne came to me in a dream last night and I hugged him tight
letting him know I miss him as well... you too Marty!
So Im stuck playing the song that guided me to no longer shed a tear!
Drake "Zone" mann.. I played that the day you left all night all day for weeks.. and its 4 months later! My pen are my tears and this paper is my hand..
for no one HEARS just me!!! rip <31's

-LONER

"prolly in the sky FLYING with fishes
or maybe
in the ocean SWIMMING with pegons
see my world
is DIFFERENT like...."
-Lil Wayne

-LONER

go to sleep (poem freestyle)

"go to sleep"

sleep deprived, with these red eyes..

"go to sleep"

no female to spoon with, so Im stuck on this twitter #shit...

"go to sleep"
--Loner

LUST or LOVE

how did I come up with this CONCEPTION

as I have stumbled over it time and time again

TRYING not to fall into SIN

while my heart yearns for yours

again I say LUST or LOVE

PERPLEXED as my mind goes NORTH

and my head goes SOUTH

as I undress you with my EYES

but my feelings NEVER letting me PRY your legs loose

again I say LUST or LOVE

as it races BACK and FORWARD

my mind that IS

im NOT ready for KIDS
but she IS
again I say LUST or LOVE

- LONER

lifes good on the outside i suppose..

taking the (L) is not always good..

who knows me better than GOD

-loner

self esteem (poem freestyle)

HIGH low
i wont judge it
dare TO BE different
thats what i must acknowledge
stepped on as if Im the pedestal
looked at as if i was doing the cruel talking
WALKING with my head down
sure wish this pen could SPEAK UP
as i POUR my soul into this diary
THEY wont see this hate message
that has ALL this entail about my


SELF ESTEEM

-Loner

Dear John "the movie"

This is just my reflection of the movie. Honestly, its crazy and fucked up how Love is. If a female

hurts a guy who is truly and genuinely all for her; I believe he hurts more. I related to this movie

because it was how my love ended. Why must a girl feel the need to take a cowards way out if she

cheats, or something of that nature. Its not right, and I sound like a female right now because Im the

guy who places his heart upon his sleeve. Expecting it to be taken care of with proper care. A

female has no right to sacrifice her significant others feelings. But its always the good guys who

are taken for granted. "Take me not for granted for my hearts in your hand."

Trying to Post a Playlist

Im new here... "help"

Distasteful (poem freestyle)

Im writing this to Musiq Soulchild "Just Friends"

Distasteful

Girl not my type
But im always going for her
When I am often given this cold shoulder

Distasteful

Pleasure that you wont like neither I
But again and again we try
As our efforts never meet
Only because were to discreet

Distasteful

People wont understand our love
Unique is what we called it
I cant even look at your mother
But Im left with this bitter sweet...

Distasteful

-Loner

Irrelevancy (poem freestyle)

Your speaking
Im NOT listening
Youre asking me pay attention
Plug my ears
Ill be childish for this one
My turn to speak Relevant see

-Loner

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thinking of the title for my piece.. so far Month of May, Vision Unkown